My inner Civil War

Sometimes as I'm sitting around watching tv, working on my puzzle, reading my book or hanging out by the pool. I think to myself...maybe I should be a little more productive with all this time I have on my Med-I-Cation. And then I think to myself holy crap there is a civil war going on in my body. My body is literally fighting itself because some rebel chromosomes decided to revolt and go in a different direction than everyone else. Like I should have to lay on a bed constantly so my little fighter medicine can attack the rebels and destroy them.  Keep fighting little guys...keep fighting those monster rebels. But I don't have to (thank goodness!! ) . Then its all WOW I guess this is what Cancer feels like to me right now. I am able to enjoy myself and relax while these little guys run around fighting this crazy, mind-blowing disease that is going on inside of me...without feeling any of that going on inside of me. its WILD just plain Wild I say.


I mean medicine these days just flattens me. How does this little pill that I take every night know what rebel chromosomes to attack and which ones are on our side? How does it just go to my chromosomes and not other places in my body? Who created this medicine and how crazy smart are they? I think that person or those people are like crazy insanely smart and I am glad there are people out there that are that smart...because I definitely am not THAT smart!

So lets just hope these little medicine civil war fighters keep working!!

ps here are a few photos from this week:

(look at all those colors!!)

(ofcourse a little honey bear! )

(thanks for the beautiful flowers Gina!!!)